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December's Full Moon Dreamboard

The Full Cold Moon--

The last full moon of 2011. 

Share your dreamboard at Jamie Ridler Studios---

"Here we are, sharing our dreams under the last full moon of the year. Take time to celebrate all the blessings that have arrived this year, all the dreams that have started to blossom, bloom and bear fruit.

And then, as you stand at the edge of 2012, let yourself dream anew. Invite the magic in. What is in your heart? What are you dreaming of?"

But then I received an encouraging email about trust from Kristen Noelle (who also generously shared the above image). She acknowledges that sometimes trust feels far away and inaccessible. That at times, trust isn't a place that you can stand but that leaning into it can say,

"even if only with one part of yourself, that you think trust is possibly warranted. Possibly real and good and hopeful. Possibly something that will meet you and treat you kindly as you lean yourself toward it."                            

Thank you, Kristen, for the thought that even when it's hard to believe in trust, that there is still the possibility that life can be trusted.

I wish to nourish that part of myself that trusts in the "real and good and hopeful."

Wishing to Let Go

I wish to let my old thought patterns go.

Ones that keep me stuck in poverty.

They are the ones that tell me I have to ask permission rather than act boldly.

They keep me paralyzed, afraid of making some irreversible, unforgivable mistake.

Thoughts that say I'm weak and need someone to take care of me.

The ones that I've accepted as the "truth," and might have been for a time, but don't seem to be true now.

It's difficult to let go, especially when you don't know what will take it's place. 

But it's necessary.

Thanks Jamie for Wishcasting Wednesdays and the wonderful space you give us here to put our wishes out in the world. And thanks to all who comment and share.

What Do You Wish to Make Time For?

The question is "What do I wish to make time fo?".  

We still haven't found anywhere to live so within the wish for making time for something is included a wish for a place in which to do it.

I wish to make time for finding the way that I am going to show up in the world.

I'm in a major transition. It's been 4 years since my divorce from a 30 year marriage. I'm just beginning to shed the personna that I lived for all those years.

I think being homeless, as hard as it has been on all of us, is allowing me to remake myself. It has detached me from any of my previous definitions of myself. 

So, I wish to make both space and time for me to do the things that will allow me to rediscover what my gifts are and learn to use them.

Harvest Full Moon

It’s the full harvest moon and time for Full Moon Dreamboards with Jamie Ridler.

This month I would like to invite a home. We’ve been moving around for 6 weeks now and we’re ready to settle somewhere. Somewhere comfortable and welcoming. And affordable.

I would also like an abundance of creativity. I am trying to create my online presence and need inspiration for what it will look like.